December 5th

new semester has begun... i feel so lonely...

my gurl has left me..

she is now in penang.... so far away from me...

im gonna miss her...

....

but...

i am glad.. everything is not lost... even though i have lost her... i have regain something of more value...

Friends...

Udang is alive and kicking...

Tokmoh is well on his way to self liberation...

Faiz... dota player... and valueble comrade..

mCx... came down 2 subang last week... hopefully will come down more often...

mr.chen is alive as well... thought i have lost him...

and so on and so fourth...

...

last week..

met a bunch of familiar faces in subang....

Fazwan... aiyub... ash.. naqib.. hafiz.. ash 2.. alastair... hari... azil...

god...

they do bring back memories....

mostly bad ones...

but im not one to argue...

....

udang promised me and tokmoh a vacation this 20th disember...

which usually means a 75% cancellation rate at the last minute...

way to go udang... lol...

but seriously...

i hope da vacation will happen...

it'll be some good quality time spent between us...

something i hav been wishing for a very long time...

commitment from udang...

freedom from tokmoh...

that'll be fun...

...

owh.. shud tell udang to invite mCx as well...

if he's able to come that is....

later then...

Buh - Bye

Thursday 13/9 - 1st day of Puasa.. Im so excited, i couldn't sleep after sahur.. Slowly  my body is adjusting to the condition: No eating and drinking until sundown.. I'll be okay.. I guess..

Its been 2 weeks since i last saw this girl dat i like.. Amanina.. her name sounds familiar.. owh~ sounds like my 1st crush... hehe... God i miss her... miss her smile.. dat tiny laugh... her unusual but sexy voice( a bit throaty but still turns me on )... her cute exterior( hehe).. I just love talking to her.. Couldn't make her mine though.. she already has a BoyFriend... Fu*k..

Hm.. This past couple of weeks have seen me making adjustments in my personal life...

1st- I stopped contacting with this girl that i thought i like her at 1st, but later i found out about her 'personality', and she found out the size of my hairy balls( which is not that big), and we decided just 2 be frens..

2nd- Old enemies forgotten... old frens found... sorta... You can say i have forgotten about da dispute we had a year ago which led to the Great Demise...

3rd- I have decided to make my own path.. follow my own decisions.. and try not to be overly dependent on other people... yeah right..

4th- I successfully helped my fren to break-up with her no-good-cheating-and-sleeping-with-other-women ex... I'm not saying it's a great accomplishment, but its a start..

5th- I have decided to put my tail between my ass cheeks and crawl back to my ex... pathetic, i know... but she's da only person i ever loved... and ever loved back.. now lets just hope she will find it in her heart to accept me... again...

It's morning... i have a presentation due this afternoon... I'll write summore if i h ave da time..

ciaoz~