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Wednesday, 02 July 2008

  • The End is Coming...

    This is the end...

    This is also a beginning...

    My 3 year Diploma term in Gombak is finally coming to an end...

    Sure im sad...

    Im leaving my friends behind...

    But someone told me... Look towards the future... There is nothing to gain from looking at the past... I understand now... Instead of feeling sad, feeling blue... I should rejoice!! This end marks the beginning of my future.. A future of limitless possibilities... A future that i should embrace.... This is but a small step to become a Man...

    Now... im  back in Subang... i am torn between two paths.... the path of self- sufficient... or the path beneath my parent's wing...

    Choice 1...
    A job... A career path... While some experts believe that a degree is required to land big rewarding jobs, other realists believe that if the job is right for them, the joy and happiness it brings are just rewards for their efforts... I feel strongly about getting a job... i want to break free from depending on my parents... i want to forge my own direction in life... I want to experience Living in the Real World... where taxes and injustice plague the lands... To live on my own to feet... That is my dream...

    Choice 2...
    Further study... get a degree...  Continue with my education and get a better job selection... but slave myself over a text book for another 2 years...

    ........

    I just dont know what i should do....

    (>_<)

Wednesday, 05 December 2007

  • Its been a long time..

    December 5th

    new semester has begun... i feel so lonely...

    my gurl has left me..

    she is now in penang.... so far away from me...

    im gonna miss her...

    ....

    but...

    i am glad.. everything is not lost... even though i have lost her... i have regain something of more value...

    Friends...

    Udang is alive and kicking...

    Tokmoh is well on his way to self liberation...

    Faiz... dota player... and valueble comrade..

    mCx... came down 2 subang last week... hopefully will come down more often...

    mr.chen is alive as well... thought i have lost him...

    and so on and so fourth...

    ...

    last week..

    met a bunch of familiar faces in subang....

    Fazwan... aiyub... ash.. naqib.. hafiz.. ash 2.. alastair... hari... azil...

    god...

    they do bring back memories....

    mostly bad ones...

    but im not one to argue...

    ....

    udang promised me and tokmoh a vacation this 20th disember...

    which usually means a 75% cancellation rate at the last minute...

    way to go udang... lol...

    but seriously...

    i hope da vacation will happen...

    it'll be some good quality time spent between us...

    something i hav been wishing for a very long time...

    commitment from udang...

    freedom from tokmoh...

    that'll be fun...

    ...

    owh.. shud tell udang to invite mCx as well...

    if he's able to come that is....

    later then...

    Buh - Bye

Tuesday, 18 September 2007

  • Currently Listening
    My Foot
    By The Pillows
    March Of The Gods
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    Ihya' Ramadhan

    18th September 2007

        3 days left before the launching of IIC Ihya' Ramadhan Program. It's a program run entirely by students. Orchestrated  by the President's Council, all clubs registered will have to contribute in someway towards the success of the program. My club is no exception. The Young Writer's Club will hold a poem & creative writing competition with the theme; My Best Ramadhan Experience. Not exactly catchy but at least its sumthing.. I thought i was of da hook... i thought  wrong...

        The Grand Iftar Dinner. All clubs will have to participate in this event Crap.. The Young Writer's Club has been given the assignment: Program Taskforce. Sounds cool.. kinda... My job, i repeat, MY JOB is to design a committee tag that will be used in the event.. I've created my draft... hope they like it...

        Updates in my luv life

        Im going to the bazaar ramadhan later today with this girl.. a new girl... hehe.. im not gonna mention any names... until it's confirmed... so wish me luck... ... dammit.. im a player now~ hahahahahaahahahaahah... if only my ex will guide me down the right path... hand in hand... then i wouldn't turn out like this...

Thursday, 13 September 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Stepper's Delight
    By Rip Slyme
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    This is the beginning...

    Thursday 13/9 - 1st day of Puasa.. Im so excited, i couldn't sleep after sahur.. Slowly  my body is adjusting to the condition: No eating and drinking until sundown.. I'll be okay.. I guess..

    Its been 2 weeks since i last saw this girl dat i like.. Amanina.. her name sounds familiar.. owh~ sounds like my 1st crush... hehe... God i miss her... miss her smile.. dat tiny laugh... her unusual but sexy voice( a bit throaty but still turns me on )... her cute exterior( hehe).. I just love talking to her.. Couldn't make her mine though.. she already has a BoyFriend... Fu*k..

    Hm.. This past couple of weeks have seen me making adjustments in my personal life...

    1st- I stopped contacting with this girl that i thought i like her at 1st, but later i found out about her 'personality', and she found out the size of my hairy balls( which is not that big), and we decided just 2 be frens..

    2nd- Old enemies forgotten... old frens found... sorta... You can say i have forgotten about da dispute we had a year ago which led to the Great Demise...

    3rd- I have decided to make my own path.. follow my own decisions.. and try not to be overly dependent on other people... yeah right..

    4th- I successfully helped my fren to break-up with her no-good-cheating-and-sleeping-with-other-women ex... I'm not saying it's a great accomplishment, but its a start..

    5th- I have decided to put my tail between my ass cheeks and crawl back to my ex... pathetic, i know... but she's da only person i ever loved... and ever loved back.. now lets just hope she will find it in her heart to accept me... again...

    It's morning... i have a presentation due this afternoon... I'll write summore if i h ave da time..

    ciaoz~

Tuesday, 11 September 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Fooly Cooly OST 2: King of Pirates
    By Shinkichi Mitsumune, Pillows
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    Well.. Its a start.. (Part 2)

    Day 2.. Is sumthin wrong with the weather today? how come it's very cold... brrrr.... Lemme take my bath 1st... ... ... HOLY CRAP!!! the water's freezing... but nevertheless i have to bathe... in i go....GRRRRR...BRRRRR.... fu*k it's damn cold... i'm shaking to my bones..... whut..hut..issss...happppppeninnng....  then i got out of the bathroom clad only in my towel... Fu*k!!! sum1 turn of the fu*king fan!! im shaking like hell here!!!

    Later (10mins) i realized i hav a fever.. dammit... and i hav my mid-term, my LAST, mid-term paper that evening... Fu*k.. i'm screwed...

    (Fast Forward to exam time)

    With my head banging to the beat of silence, i took my place at the very back and pray... for the pain to stop...

    Luckily i managed to answer... barely...

    Fuh~ time to move to another topic...


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